One Year

Today is the day that I've been here for exactly one year. No one can believe that. And I've never been away from home for that long. I can still remember taking a picture of the Knoxville sign and missed Darlene.

Regardless of the real reason I wanted to come here. Now, I found my interests and fortunately, I can see my future career. But it's always hard to tell the future. I always try to tell myself that do my best and hand the rest or the result to God. And God never lets me down.

Sometimes I wish I can be more cold hearted so that I can make up my mind really quick. I guess I'm just too kind. There's always something that nobody can explain.

I still got 5 months to go. In some way, I don't want to leave here since I really enjoy my life here. In someway, I feel like going back to Taiwan RIGHT NOW.

I don't know where I'll be when I come back again, or if I come back again. I don't know how everything else would be. But I think I'm lucky enough to just hang on there for this long. I don't know what kind of person I am, maybe deeply in my heart, I am a cold hearted girl. I just need the driver.

Working is fun, but I wish there's something more important to me than just working. Or maybe I just work hard to keep myself from thinking too much.

Maybe it's time to drink and have fun.