You would die anytime, so enjoy your time now and say 'I love you' to the ones you love everyday

Everymorning, my manager would come and say ' I love you' to all of us. We always laughed at him but he always said that you'd never know when you'd die, so he wanted everyone to know that he loved as when he still got a chance to.

Today, I think all the Taiwanese young people were shocked by the fact that one of a young actress died from a car accident yesterday. When I just heard she's still alive and was found on the high way after the accident happened, I never thought that she would really die. I've watched a lot of her dramas and I kind of like her. She's not like other pretty actresses who only got pretty faces, nice body but act or speak really stupid but she's smart and hardworking. I rarely say that somebody's smart and hardworking, but I really think she is.

I read the news today about her death, in the beginning, I couldn't believe that I saw 'She died'. Some articles talked about her ex boyfriends (one of them is Vic from F4) which made me really feel that when you're still alive, and you still have a chance to love somebody, then tell them so. Don't just wait until the chance's gone. Do whatever you wanted to do but you're always wondering if you should do it now. Be nice to your parents, let them know you love them. There's one thing I wanted to tell my grandma before she died, but I was always wondering if I should tell her. I waited, and waited, and waited... until I never got a chance to tell her directly and all I could do now is just talking to her in my dream instead.

Life is short and unexpected, so don't think too much before you do something. Just do it!

Asian Girls rock ?

I've met a bunch of morons and perverts lately.
There's a mid-age prevert who sit on my table for a long time today when I was wonderng when he's going to move. And he always wanted me to open his tea bags for him since he said he didn't know how to open them (stupid!). And then he can to me whispering 'Jackie, do you know where I can meet more Asian girls?" WHAT THE F! Dude, I think you should just pee and look at the the image of yourself from it. If you're one of the cute guys from the GA swimming team, then I might give you some of my friends' numbers. (Hey, girls, I do care of you guys!) Anyway, I reported this to my manager right away, and he said that this guy had been staying in the hotel for a couple of days, but he also suggested us stay away from him.
Also lately, I feel that people are easy been attractive to something which seems good in front of your eyes or instantly, but at the same time missing what you insist all the time. So I pray that I'd be brave enough sometimes.
Plus, I also feel that I was betrayed today. One of my co-workers (also a good friend here) asked me if I could switched my day off with her because she wanted to go snowborading. I told her it's fine for me since if we switched, then I could get a day off after a night shift day. I just told her that she should get the permission from the manager then everything's fine for me, I don't really care about my day off anyway. I supposed the manager agreed but he came to me later and said "So, you mean you want to sleep late and don't want to work after a night shift?" At first, I didn't really get what he's talking about, then I realized it's about the shifts switching stuff. He said that my friend told him that I wanted to switch the shift with her because I didn't want to work in the moring after a night shift. WHAT THE F! (forgive me to say it twice today.... I was really pissed off..) I told my manager that she's the one who came to me and asked if I could switch with her. I was nice (I think), I didn't tell my manager that the reason she wanted to switch was because she's going snowborading though.
Whatever... now I finally see the ture world, time to get out of my little garden now~
(Blogger's such a good place to say everything....Otherwise, if I hid all these in my heart, I'd be sick....)

A-Mei

I was listening and discussing some Taiwanese popular songs with a Taiwanese friend the other day which reminded me one of my favorite female singers when I was in high school. Instead of posting my favorite song of hers, I'd like to post the song I think sounds the saddest and actually I don't really like but the lyric actually pressented the real world. Since I got lots of time now, there's also a translation made by myself.


剪愛 (Cut the Love) 詞:林秋離 曲:涂惠源

人變了心 言而無信 人斷了情 無謂傷心我一直聆聽 我閉上眼睛 不敢 看你的表情
When a person's heart has changed, he failed to carry out his pormises.
When a person cut his love, he doesn't care about saddness.
I kept listening, I closed my eyes.
I'm not brave enough to look at your impressions.
滿天流星 無窮無盡 我的眼淚 擦不乾淨所以絕口不提 所以暗自反省 終於 我掙脫了愛情
There're countless stars in the sky. I can never dry my endless tears.
So I never bring it up, so I self-questioning inwardly.
Finally, I struggled to free myself from love.
把愛 剪碎了隨風吹向大海有許多事 讓淚水洗過更明白
Cut the love and let it fly with the wind to the ocean
There are many things that you can realize more after you let them be cleaned with your tears
天真如我 張開雙手以為撐得住未來而誰擔保愛永遠不會染上塵埃
Innocent as I was, thought that I could hold the future as long as I opened my arms.
But who can guarantee love would never be dyed with dusts.
把愛 剪碎了隨風吹向大海愈傷得深 愈明白愛要放得開是我不該 怎麼會眷著你眷成依賴讓濃情在轉眼間變成了傷害
Cut the love and let it fly with the wind to the ocean
The more you're hurt, the more you would realize that love is to let it go.
It was me, it was me that I shouldn't have always relied on you so much.
And the great tenderness between was just suddenly turned to hurt.
我剪不碎舊日的動人情懷你看不出來我的無奈
However, but I can't cut the previous time's memories.


If you're wondering, don't worried, there's no special intention for me to post this.
But whenever I thought of A-mei's songs, I cannot help but thinking about this one even I don't like this it since it sounds so sad. However, this song can really tell some people or some of my friend's stories.

Time to clean my apartment...sigh...

Erasing Memories

There're some sad and bad memories I wish I would never have had.
However, whenever I was happier, the bad memories always came up with the pleasent ones too.
Maybe the problem is myself since I also can't help keep looking at the images that reminded me of the bad memories.
Also, there're something I wish I would never have known.
Maybe keep myself away from the realistic world is still better than seeing more and knowing more.
I don't like to compare and be compared. However, C'est la vie-this is such a good phase to just explain everything thing.