Orz

9 days of dad being home seemed shorter than I thought it should have been. Before I studied overseas, I was kind of annoyed by my parents even though now, I could still get angry by mom's yelling all the time. I think I'm quite a good temper person, I always think I am. Actually, I should say that it's quite hard to get me showed my anger since I always hide my real feelings or just ignore people. Or maybe I'd just perfer a peaceful life. This time when dad came back, I realized this personality is from my father. There's always such a feeling that my mom likes to defiance my patience. The more anger she could cause me, the more confidence she could built to herself. My dad indeed has better temper than I do. He's incredible! No matter what my mom said, dad could always think to a bright side. My uncle said it's becuase dad doesn't want to cause any trouble or fight with my mom (they rarely does) since he only gets few days with her in months. I believe mom knows how nice dad is too becuase she once said that if I ever got married, I should marry someone like my dad: good education backgound, good temper, no smoking, no drinking. The only thing not as good I could find from my dad is that he's not the kind that people would say 'handsome', but I guess this doesn't really matter to my mom according to her love storied I heard secretly from my aunts and uncles.

Since the respect I have on my dad is getting more, I went to see him off that I never did at the airport when he's leaving to Vietnam this time. My mom was surprised that I was willing to get up at 5am in the morning just for that. I was really upset of dad's leaving this time. I don't know why, I guess I changed and got a different person living inside my body now.

Yes! there's a devil in my body now made me changed. I am not the kind of people who would do their homework at the last minute. No, I was not. I always work hard first and than play. But this time, this time, while I was sad about dad's leaving, I realized I had to hand in a draft to my superviour the next day and I hadn't got it done yet. I delayed my work which was supposed to be done in 2 weeks to two months. This kind of thing shouldn't happen on me. No never! But it did. I pray that the lazy demon would leave me right away. No more hurry school work! No!.