Disneyland Paris

Which was named Euro Disney before 1994. Actually this is the case study I'm doing for the marketing assignment now. Reading all the literature reviews about Disneyland Paris makes me want to take a vacation more.
Whenever it's quite and late at night, and whenever I couldn't fall asleep easily, grandma always comes to my mind. The first time and the last time I travel abroad with grandma was to Japan, and we went to the Tokyo Disneyland. It was a rainning the day we went to Disney. And grandma didn't allow us to take the rides which she thought were dangerous like space mountain. I was in the same hotel room with grandma while my mom, my cousins and aunt all stayed in another room together. I always stayed in the same hotel room with grandma even when we're traveling in Taiwan. She always gave me a cup of hot milk when I just woke up. Actually, it seemed like she brought milk powder with her whenever we're traveling.
Yeah... it's the last time we went traveling together. One year after, she had a hard time walking.
Last night, I was kind of upset because of what's happened in the daytime. It's always a good opportunity to review the whole day at night before going to sleep. As usual, I prayed to God to help me going through it. I thought of grandma again, the scene of the time she stayed in the hospital this summer. It's always sad to think about that. I quickly move my mind to think something happily but there didn't seem any. I had a dream of grandma again last night but I couldn't remember what's in the dream.
I've decided to be more strong-minded, I'm not weak, I'm not... no, I'm not...

Mess

I wish there're 48 hours a day so that I could have enough time to do what I should have done. It seems like I've been starting working on my assignment every early morning, not long after, it's time for breakfast and I indeed haven't done a lot. Few hours later, it's time for lunch, nothing's done, few hours laterm it's time for supper, still nothing's done. It takes so long to do literature review but what I've read may have little to do with my assignment then I'd have to search for other resources. The efforts I've put on my school work may have little help to my scores. What I should tell myself is that I study for obtaining knowledge, not for scores. But... sigh... I don't know... All I can do is just doing my best...yeah... doing my best and be myself. Hakuna Matata, Jackie!

Looking on the bright side of life

What do I want now? I'm not sure, maybe I just hope that time can go faster... oh no... if time went faster, then I wouldn't have enough time to finish my assignment... Well... I already don't have enough time now... Then... what do I want now... I don't know... Maybe I should wish that Bagel can calm down so that she won't pull my mom and make mom trip and fall and have to go to the emergency room again. God bless mom, and God bless Chun...

一個不屬於我的世界

每天來來往往 看著這裡的每個人
哪一個不是活在他們的遊戲裡
80%的人都腳踏兩條船 可笑的是 他們還可以理直氣壯的秀出自己在他們國家的訂婚戒
卻同時在對方看不到的國家裡 遊戲人間
不管男生女生 這情景已經不足為奇
低調一點的 會把戒指拿下 臉皮厚一點的 一點也不在乎
有的自認為很深情 還不是背地裡偷吃
是文化差異嗎 我一開始也以為是 但是西方人會這樣 東方人也會 台灣人也會
不但覺得不好意思 更覺得理所當然 "everyone's lonely here, so what?"
就算你表明了你非單身, "So?She/he is not here~"
更有人說只要敢 沒有人做不到 可是我就是做不到
是這個世界變了 還是我本來就不屬於這種世界
當身邊的朋友們過著酒肉池林的生活 我只會更警惕自己
大家都覺得 反正出國 對方也看不到 沒人會知道 只要定時聯絡 說些甜言蜜語 更可以把對方吃的死死的
真的沒有人看的到嗎 我總相信人在做 天在看 夜路走多一定會碰到鬼
所以總是警惕自己 不想被人家背叛 自己就要先行的正 沒有什麼事是理所當然
說不怕被傷害是騙人的 可是能做的只有相信 但是每當看到身邊的朋友 一個一個的背叛他們原本的另一伴
難免都會想 這世界難道沒有例外嗎 我相信自己是個例外 我在台灣的朋友也都是例外 可是出國時在讓我覺得自己之前好像太相信人性
說實在的 出國唸書是個很好的經驗 但是卻讓我從原本的相信 到現在開始會懷疑 這是我覺得不好的改變
每每想勸勸身邊的朋友 卻不知如何開口 不讓我自己變的跟他們一樣的方法 就是盡量避開他們
我到這是唸書的 不想管太多事 尤其是會改變我自己原則的事 但最後到頭來卻把自己搞的像個孤僻的人
在瑞士的大君 很像跟在台灣的大君完全不一樣
現在真的覺得 大君在台灣的朋友們 真是好人一群 又單純 希望大家永遠都這樣

Wish everyone luck

Wish my best friends who are traveling in New York now are having a great time shopping. Don't take the train though.
Wish my friend who's preparing for her GMAT test can learn a lot, study a lot, remember a lot. And fight for her American dream.
Wish my family who's in Taiwan now can also have a peaceful life, happiness consists in contentment.
Wish my friends who're busy working hard can always enjoy their life and struggle for it.
Wish myself can be more faithful and always know what I want and what I should do, and will not be influenced by others easily.
Wish everyone luck.