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Going Home
After the last 3 hours of class, I'm leaving to the airport to go back home.
Sounds happy but the reason for me to go back is to join my grandma's funeral.
I've dreamed of grandma a lot lately. It's still hard to believe that the person who's been with me for 23 years doesn't exist anymore.
Leaving a person is sad and heart breaking, but it's sadder while the "leaving" is because of death. That means you'll absolutely never see this person again except in your dreams.
I'm ready to go home, ready to face everything.
Sounds happy but the reason for me to go back is to join my grandma's funeral.
I've dreamed of grandma a lot lately. It's still hard to believe that the person who's been with me for 23 years doesn't exist anymore.
Leaving a person is sad and heart breaking, but it's sadder while the "leaving" is because of death. That means you'll absolutely never see this person again except in your dreams.
I'm ready to go home, ready to face everything.
posted by Jackie at 9/16/2005 08:34:00 AM
2 Comments:
I can 120% understand you, Jackie.
Just try to be calm cause definitely you will see her again someday.
I have similar experience like dreaming my grandma a lot after her passed away. Each time, it was just so sweet to have this kind of dreams. It was just as true as the reality. We were chatting and having fun and all of the closest kins around. You probably will have this type of dreams very often later as well.
I wish you have a good refreshment at home and go back to school enegetically again:-)
There is one more thing that I regretted a lot after my grandma left me. I rememberred one time I called the family when I was at school but I did not ask grandma to answer the phone and get to talk with her. I heard from my mom that my grandma was crying that time. I felt so guilty after all. Bless the angels are always around them in the heaven...
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