28th February, Memorial Day of Peace
Lots of things have happened these days, sometimes I wondered if I really think too little for everything. I always felt that my friends like Cindy and Jessica think too much sometimes. But these days, I think it’s me who has thought too little. I also though of myself as a sensitive person. Yet I was wrong. Too slow to notice everything. I was always informed or announced by Jessica and Cindy. Sometimes I feel that I don’t trust people a lot, but it turns out that what I act is I think not every person is evil. I think maybe that’s why Jessica and Cindy think of me as their daughter. Sounds weird, right? But that’s how they call me. Everyday I came back from job and entered the room, they would say “Daughter! Welcome back, tired today?” Or they would go to the shop and said “Daughter, how’s your work today?” They went to my shop everyday though. And they really take care of me as a daughter. I think maybe it’s because they have seen and experienced more things than I have. I always said “It’s impossible” or “You think too much” when they informed me something. But then turned out that they’re right. Then they would say “See! Mom told you before. You have to be more careful of everything. Don’t think everyone is kindhearted.” These days, I could really feel that having a peaceful life is not that easy. Even I do nothing to others, try to just stay in my own world and go my own way, my life can’t be as peaceful as I want. Maybe I have to be more evil to keep others from disturbing my peaceful like. My ‘moms’ said that I couldn’t be that simplex in this world which makes me think a lot these days.
Yes! It’s Lantern Festival today. I had totally forgotten this until I called my mom today. It was so noisy when I was talking to her. And she said “ Hey! It’s Lantern Festival today and lots of people are playing firecrackers in the street.” Since my grandmother has been staying in the hospital again, I called my mom’s cell phone instead of home so that I could talk with my grandma also. I told my mom that I fell last week, and seems like she told everyone because every time my aunts saw me online they asked “Are you okay? Did you fall seriously?” And so did grandma, she asked me about it every time I call her after my mom has told her I fell. I told her I’m totally fine. She said “Yes, I can’t really see you so you can say you’re fine. Tell me the truth!” But actually I’m really fine now. That’s the truth. I told her that I’ll be back in 4 months and then she can see me. She said that she’d like to cook the dumplings which we eat at Lantern Festival. Well, what she said made me more likely to eat that. She asked me if I have that kind of dumplings here, I said no but had eaten some when I was in Canada.
d how much I want, I didn’t ask for a lot. They said an amount which was 10 times more than the amount I wanted. I told them I didn’t need that much. Dad said “That’s okay. It’s for your red envelop.” I didn’t expect to get any red envelop this year since they said it was the last time they’d give me red envelop last CNY. So when Dad said it’s for my red envelop, I replied “Red envelop? I still can get it this year?” Dad said “Yeah, it’s from both of your mom and I, don’t be too frugal to yourself.” Ahh~ I could smell the air of CNY on the last day of Chinese CNY. I think they should give me a lantern since they’re going to send me a package this week.
I saw this dog which was locked in a car at a parking place on my way to the supermarket this morning. How it looks at people looks like the way how Bagel looks at me. Even though they're not the same kind of dogs. I still felt interesting when I saw its eyes.



























