I can do it!

Today's the last day of my yoga class of this semester... and what I have gained?! Definately not weight, and that's one of the things I've lost after I came back to Taiwan. Not only my belly was gone but also, I got 6 PACKS now!!!!!!
I don't like to be STRONG since I'm considered a big size girl in Taiwan, and just few days ago, another person told me that he thought I was the kind that would do a lot of extreme sports while all my good friends know that I'm the kind that never like doing any exercise... But 6 packs, I love them! It feels so good when I touch them.. haha Maybe they won't exist long but even just for now is fine for me. My little 6 packs,please don't combine as one again~

老梗問題繼-cont.(I found it's fun answering this)

1. 如果喜歡的人把你撲倒，你的反應是
Oh come on, babe
2. 你想要小孩嗎？
Didn't want to, but I'm thinking now...
3. 下輩子的你想當什麼
Bagel
4. 你最想去哪個地方？
Anywhere that I can be with someone I love
5. 最受不了自己哪個缺點
Think too much, and have changed too much
6. 如果你失戀了，你會怎麼辦
Hold Bagel to cry and find somebody else right away.
7. 最害怕失去的東西
You
8. 喜歡當女人還是男人
Male
9. 如果你今天是一個大胖子會怎樣
Get a doctor do the sugery to take suck out my fat...
10. 如果你有一億元，你會拿來怎麼用
Buy Mini cooper to me and my dad, and save the rest of the money...
11. 如果可以回到過去，最想改變什麼
Be nicer and smarter and go to the best school.
12. 你有沒有出軌過
Didn't, and never will.
13. 誰曾經做過令你感動的事，什麼事
Someone I love a lot. A pleasure message.
14. 妳覺得有不變的愛這回事嘛
uhh... I believed so, but now I doubt it unless I could figure the situation now..
15. 喜歡怎樣的他
Hard to describe, I'm a weird girl.
17. 現在最想要的東西
An answer
18. 愛情跟麵包哪一個重要
The first one
19. 影響你最大的人？為什麼
My daddy, he's a realy good man.
20. 把一個一直想坦白的秘密說出來

Why the hell is that?! Where's the sweet one?

Well, answering these question can make me feel better now...cool...

20個老梗問題-20 questions copied from my friends

1.你認為分手後的男女朋友還能做普通朋友嗎？
Depends on how you broke up, but 80% not for me
2.最近最鬱悶的事？
No responss from God about something yet
3.最近一次的夢境是？
Dreamed that I was with the Singer Xiau and he dumped me...
4.最近最快樂的事情是什麼？
Being with Bagel
5.當你看到愛慕的人，你的行動是什麼？
Pretend to be shy but keep peaking at him.
6.現在心裡想到的第一個願望是?
What I assumed is not the truth
7.說出點你名的人的三個優點
Give people a lot of space.
Believe in God
Read Bibles everyday
8.你最執著的事或物
Don't eat shrimp and crab...
9.愛人和被人愛，哪一種最幸福？
Be loved, but I prefer being with someone I love more
10.你最喜歡的一部電影？
For now, Indiana Jones 4
11.如果可以回到過去選擇最想改變的事情？
Not to insist going to bed that night...
12.愛情、友情和親情你最重視哪一個？
The first one
13.忘記一個人需要多久時間？
Depends on who the person is. Someone not important-I never remember. Someone I loved-never.
14.目前為止，最大的困擾是？
No response!
15.在寫問卷之前你在幹嘛?
Ate out with Swiss friends
16.如果已經分手很久，對方過一陣子說要復合，你會答應嗎？
Impossible
17.最想對你最重要的人做什麼？
Let them know that.
18.說出平常日常生活你最享受的三件事情。
Play with Bagel.
Sleep a lot.
Dreaming something good.
19.到目前為止你最引以為傲的事
Made it to the U.S....
20.如果可以變成一種動物，最想變成什麼？
Bird, so I can fly to see anyone I want to see.

Chen Chia Chun

I hate being a typical Virgo...

I hope it's that I'm thinking too much.

There's always a reason for God letting something happened or had me waited for His response.

I feel like my faith is getting weaker and weaker while I want to be stronger and stronger.

I'm keeping myself as busy as I can and trying to believe that God always keeps His promise.

But I'm kind of tired and exhausted.

There're a lot of things waiting for me to plan for but I kept thinking what I shouldn't have been thinking.

Told me to give more credit but silence made me scared.

Trying to think that I'm finally the one what God would have the best plan for.

Here's from the drama I like to watch lately 'If God let we meet each other, then there must be something God wants me to do for you.' So... what's the purpose of that?

The book I read lately keeps my mind occupied thinking the relations between the words in the book and my religion. I don't know if they can both exist in my belief or the book is acturally against what I've always been believing as God's words. That drives me crazy though. I don't even know what I should do and pray know. Positive or negative, ask from God or myself. The book is acturally a gift from my Spanish class for being the best estudiante, but now, I kind of hope I've never read that book.

Today's the worst day I've ever had for such a long time. Last time was 7 years ago I believe, but the difference is that I had no tears last time.

God, I need peace and calm and more credit, please...

How many of my balloons would be left out of five of which one has been gone and kept deeply in my heart already?

Dear Lord

please give me peace in my heart,
please give me more confidence,
please let me be stronger,
please don't make me think too much,
please help me with the tough time,
please come into me,
please give me more faith,
please be my holy leader,
please show me your mercy,
please be with me,
please forgive me for praying only for myself today.
In Jesus name I pray,
Amen...